Day 3

"Lager - Koller"







Would love to be alone. Even in my room I hear the voices of my classmates. No silence. No brake. Need a hideout. Like to live my life in my own rythm and only share with people who are soulmates. Everybody else would mean a violation of my intimicy thats why I hate "Lager". Good part is that feel very empathic with my clients who live under watch all the time.

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Evening humor ;)

Talking about Bristol stool card! Huhaaaa fluffy with cracks on its surface ...! Social workers dayly business.


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2.Day

Thursday I am going to wear it ;)
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2.Day

First night wasn't to bad - I am lucky - I have my own room so I can get away from the crowd now and than. Groupactivities and dynamics are just not made for me :)) Thinking about it I would never drag my clients to do those things. Today we are working on our character masks - curious how that works out. The wether is still horrible makes being away from my cozy home and my loved ones even worse. My own project for this week is: no make up! Diet doesn't work when I am emotionally challenged :)) I am in need for sugar and fat to ease my soul. Good day to us!

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Back in Walkringen

Countrylife is not my favorit lifestyle! The wether looks bad :( . We started with doin plaster masks. Why in hell do I need to be doin this? I would rather like practise roleplay or solution focused therapie... got to go - see ya later

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BOOTCAMP

Back at work and back in school it seems that I have not enough time to do all the things I want to do. I have no idea how to handle all the things I need to do at once. Maybe sitting in front of the TV isn't really helping. I have about 10 books I want to read and I want to loose weight. Point is because I have so much to do, I feel like I accomplish nothing and that makes me HUNGRY.
Next week we are going to BOOTCAMP! Well, a bunch of social workers - my follow studies and I - are in a sportscamp in Tenero, Switzerland. I have really no idea what that has to do with our job but anyway the school seems to think that social workers need to be fit. I am not feeling great about that at all. Making such a fuzz about H1N1, all around all youth and kid institutions, why in hell need we to go to a place with so many human beings? Anyhow my 20 pounds overweight will make me feel bad and not really agile.
Nevertheless this time I want to keep my mind open and really try to enjoy the week - I have to pay for it so - LETS HAVE FUN.

Back at work

The reality is, I could live without working but earning money is not that bad and so I started last week to get organized with the new families. Meetings with teachers, youth welfare office people, parents and collegues. It only took a day to be back and get involved with all the ups and downs in a family crises. My girl is still in a "time out" place in Italy and my new boy is adopted from Ethiopia. Our group is not filled yet but already 5 families to take care of. The main problem is, that the kids don't want to go to school. Now here is the REAL problem - I hate school too. My first day of my third year of studies, will start tomorrow and I am still working on MY motivation. First nightshift was already FUN. Running around, trying to get the boys (15 years old) to brush there teeth and go to bed without any more delay was a shot in the dark. Never mind - as long as I get my sleep I am not that bad to handle at 6.00 in the morning. "Yes you need to change your clothes and yes a shower is not hazardous." Looking at these handsome boys, I am thinking how did I, as a barmanager, bring up my kids right?! I HAVE NO IDEA - I think it was pure luck!!